so it has definitely been one of the worst weeks i've been through in a long time. BBUUUTTTT with lots of talking, some crying, more philosophizing, not really eating or sleeping, and more talking, i think this is the BEST thing that could've happened to me. i'm starting to feel like i'm going to have my cake and eat it too. it's still a little odd and it's still a little difficult to fully accept and embrace, but i think this is really going to be an awesome thing in the long run. slowly but surely.
i'm not quite sure how to write down my feelings yet - so i'm not even going to try.
but somehow or the other i've gained both my best friend back and the freedom i had been longing for. and somehow i get to keep both. fantastic =) i'm so excited as to what 2008 is going to bring. or rather, who it's going to bring ;)
as i said:
1. it was the best decision for everyone.
2. i did a good deed.
3. things happen for a reason.
4. i am happy for my best friend and myself.
5. my (hot) man will find me very soon.
and that's all, folks! ugh - i'm just so haappppyyy. i hope this feeling lasts.
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